there were only itty bitty beginner waves but hey im always a beginner because of the infrequency of my surf trips.so that was fun being pushed all day by my boyfriend. and so the big realization of that weekend was I AM GOING TO BUY A LONGBOARD dammit. fuck it being heavy and all that jazz.its so easy to use than my 7'2 funboard.and trying to surf with my 7'2 on 2 foot waves wasnt very succesfull.hahaha so im deciding if ill card it nalang and just have two boards.
and that weekend i was supposed to work.HA.me and my bright ideas.
im not blaming anyone,im not mad at anyone but im just severly annoyed.at no one and at everyone.its not anyones fault that someone got sick and everyone had to fly in to take turns making bantay.its not anyones fault that we live in a small house.and its not anyones fault work related stuff are not going my way.
and i hate hate hate it when my old self resurfaces and all i want to do is stay in the room and just fucking snarl at whoever tries going inside my space.
ARGH.
things i want to do
i want to take heart achingly beatufil pictures again.im kind of regretting having sold my seagull now,after i sold it i got some film developed and the pictures were breath takingly beatiful.i guess i was to impatient on trying to use it to its full capacity.i miss it more now ever since i got sick of my LCA.that shits just too easy it spoiled me.
i want to learn how to use my leica camera.i got it during holy week and i still havent read the damn manual.
i want to go to a place where i can skate steadily downhill.coz i hate making padyak.hahahaha
i want make beautiful clothes again.i kind of got stuck in a rut.
i want to start making MEN's CLOTHES!!!yes i will this week.
i want to buy the science of sleep DVD.
i want a new city bike.
i want to earn 100 grand a month.im getting there bitches.
i want i want i want i want a lot of goddamn things to happen to my life.CALLING THE SECRET!let them come to me now!
actually i wished for a mac laptop and i got it.so thats one thing off my list.
its weird tho coz for the past two nights that ive gone out i was always with just guys.and it felt so weird that i was hanging out with them without my boyfriend.
i just lost my train of thought.Oh wow im like shit tired.gotta go.
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so bring on the workload BITCHES!
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in other news,im fine.just been trying to cram as much into 24 hours a day as i can.
all the enthusiasm that i had for the year has sort of faded for the mean time.
need to get my butt moving.
so here are the 2008 shizms friends
1. work work work.if i can work while sleeping im going to do it.starting tomorrow.haha
2. no more second guessing myself.
3. im bring social back.i think 2007 was my antisocial year plus the mindset of "everyones an asshole" year.so its time to put the party hat on.
4. lastly go to church more often.i have realized in the past two months that having a relationship with Him makes me feel better about myself and it gives me hope because He never lets us down.
So here's to having a bitch slappingly rocking 2008 people!with one extra day to boot!
own a freaking business,start a clothing line
2. Did you keep your new years' resolutions, and will you make more for next year?
i forgot na last years new years resolutions.hahahaha so i dont know if i kept them
3. Did anyone close to you give birth?
none
4. Did anyone close to you die?
No.
5. What countries did you visit?
the states and bangkok
6. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
confidence!
7. What date from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
the la union long weekend surf trip.if i could bottle the fun and stoke we had that weekend id be rich by now
8. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
i started doing what i knew i was supposed to do.
9. What was your biggest failure?
not planning things well.
10. Did you suffer illness or injury?
slight flu here and there
11. What was the best thing you bought?
my skateboard,cuckoo the dog and my frogeye
12. Whose behavior merited celebration?
my mom,she really mellowed out this year.and adrian for being 100 million more patient with me
13. Whose behaviour appalled you and made you depressed?
mine.hahahaha damn you mood swings
14. Where did most of your money go?
fun things like cameras and boards and little knick knacks
15. What did you get really, really, really excited about?
a lot,im pretty excitable
16. What song will always remind you of 2007?
the yeah yeah yeah y control
17. Compared to this time last year, are you:
i. happier or sadder? still happy,i was happy this time last year
ii. thinner or fatter? a little fatter
iii. richer or poorer? hmmmm thats debatable
18. What do you wish you'd done more of?
surf,read
19. What do you wish you'd done less of?
wasting time on useless people
20. How will you be spending Christmas?
i spent it here in palawan
22. Did you fall in love in 2007?
yes with my babybooboo!hahaha baduy.
23. How many one-night stands?
None
24. What was your favourite TV program?
weeds
25. Do you hate anyone now that you didn't hate this time last year?
yeah a lot.
26. What was the best book you read?
fashion babylon
27. What was your greatest musical discovery?
postal service,yeah yeah yeahs lily allen
28. What did you want and get?
independence
29. What did you want and not get?
financial stability
30. Favorite film of this year?
i dunno.cant think of one right now.
31. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
i slept.i slept on my 21st birthday.because i was so freaking tired from working for two days straight
32. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
kita!
33. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
high fashion with cheap fashion.
34. What kept you sane?
knowing that i have responsibilities and i just cant give up on everything
35. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
i had several fleeting ones.wala na
36. What political issue stirred you the most?
stupid trillanes.oh and eraps pardon too.
37. Who did you miss?
no one naman
38. Who was the best new person you met?
i met a lot of inneresting people this year
39. Tell us a valuable life lesson you learned in 2007.
grin and bear it motherfucker.
40. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
eh kase wala wala wala!!!!!!!!
the days are all blurry and they merge into what seems like one long long long day.and you inhale deeply and you exhale loudly thinking that it might make that heavy feeling on your chest go away and thenyou realized that it wont that its still there and you end the day and wish that maybe tomorrow,tomorrow will be as bright as the sun and you wont feel so bad anymore.
ack.this feeling sucks big bucks.i wanna go to sleep.
shameful.
also to be less afraid more confident.i think thats what i need to do next year.
isadoodoohead
Age:
21
Religion:
roman smatholic
What are you passionate about:
family and clothes (not fashion,but CLOTHES) there is a difference
Favorite movie this year:
oh schmuck cant think of one right now.
Most played songs on iPod:
i have a zune (naks) but this bands song i forgot the title but the band is canseiur de sexy or CSS nalang kase i cant spell their name.hahahaha
Hero:
marc jacobs.what an effing genuis.even if i think he's losing his mind.bring back the old nerdy looking marc!!!
Best quality about me:
hmmm.....i really cant answer this coz I DONT KNOW.
The worst:
im insecure.yeessssss....hahahaha
Do you have direction?
i think i do.
Last semi-sensible purchase:
my clear rt 29 skateboard.woop woop!!its not really sensible but it frees my soul whenever i ride it.
If you could buy one thing right now it would be:
a new surfboard.
Beach or mountains:
Beeeccchhhh
Sport:
i used to be a swimmer.i still miss it.
Movie that makes me cry:
oh i dont know.
Apart from what you're doing now, what would be your dream job:
a fashion buyer.ah the perks.
Temptation you have successfully avoided thus far:
drugs.i have now been clean for i dont know how many months.
Temptation you have succumbed to recently:
none really.been a good girl.ha!
The one thing you can never be:
mediocre.its either 100% or zero
The one thing you strive to be:
confident
The one thing you struggle with the most:
discipline.although im getting better.
The most beautiful woman you've ever seen:
i dont know also.
The best thing your mom taught you:
never to have utang nor make utang.haha
The best thing your dad taught you:
same thing as my mom.they have a thing against debt and credit cards.so i always pay on time,and usually with cash.
The thing you surprisingly enjoy doing:
cleaning even if i do it rarely.it soothes my nerves.
Last time you kissed someone:
just awhile ago.
What turns you on:
goofiness.
What turns you off:
fucking cheaters.
Most pointless thing a girl can buy:
expensive clothes,the ones that are like 1000+ dollars.but then.those things are beautiful.so im guessing if i had the money id buy them too.haha
Best thing a girl can buy:
nice sexy shoes
Favorite sound:
kids playing
Worst sound:
OA girls talking about their latest "conquests" or laughing flirtatiously.
Favorite swear word:
fuck.there i just said it again.
When no one's looking I like to:
talk to myself
What would the movie of your life be called:
supercallifragelisticespialidotious
What is the most ironic thing about yourself:
im all for love but i hate tremendously
What do you like most about yourself:
that i have common sense.hahaha that shit is rare people!
What do you hate most about yourself:
laziness.
One thing you will never be:
a social climber
Issue most important to you:
how do i make good money out of what im doing
What is the bravest thing you've done:
Doing something that was right even though it killed me.
What is the one brave thing you've still yet to do:
believeng in myself
What's food for your soul?
music and clothes.
If you were to enter heaven, what would you like to hear at the pearly gates:
your whole family and all your loved ones are here waiting for you and everyday is someone's birthday!
help? :D
after almost a month of living out of a suitcase and travelling with family (ack everyone is really different from each other) and getting annoyed/amused/bemused at them i am finally going HOME.
yessireedooo.i am going home later!
ill be arriving at 5 am on a saturday morning but who cares.im just fucking happy to be going home.
home with lots of new goodies!yey!thank you spring cleanup sales!four dollar bluses and skirts rock my world!
i havent gone out much lately,have been going home at like 8 pm or if not,i just go to the bookstore,or to ONE friends house.
im tired of thinking,im tired of trying to be "creative",im trying of pushing and shoving things and people my way but they normally dont (well,this is kinda expected anyway hehehe) i havent even been updating in LJ multiply or blogspot. coz usually they are all work related and when i go home or when i leave the store i usually dont want to work anymore.my mind just shuts off, it doesnt want to think about designs,bills,customers and all those crappy "adult" things.
i've missed out on probably twenty gigs?night outs that ive been invited to and it sucks because knowing me who would go out every single night if i can now Can't go out. frankly im just too tired.so sorry if i said ill go ill try to go but in the end i just end up bailing out coz circumstances or my energy level just isnt up to it.besides if i go out tired and end up drinking im gonna get drunk and believe me, im a nasty drunk when im tired.i dont even want to be with myself during times like that.
it's just that,im doing so well now with my routine coz i get to do all the things im supposed to do the next day PLUS give 100% attention to the detail and design of the clothes.i will be launching it after i get back from the states (ill be leaving on the 26th) and this is something that is very very VERY important to me.something that i know i will be very proud of,so everything now i sacrifice for that.
but i guess i dont have much friends naman who complain that i dont see them,well except for my ateneo barkada whom i havent seen in like months or some years that i always say ill meet up with but never show up.they are all guys anyway so it doesnt hurt them that much.hahahahahaha
so there,that's whats been happening to me lately.everything is just work work work,even on the rare times that i do go out,its to an event or a gig where i can do some networking (I HATE HATE HATE DOING THAT) so sometimes instead of going out i just dont anymore coz i wont enjoy myself that much.
how's everyone?
i want to go to tagaytay saturday night tapos balik din sunday late afternoon.or morning.or when theres nothing else to do na.i just want to get away from manila even for a few hours.
anyone want to come with me? :)
After much speculation, the Spice Girls reunion is 99% happening - though the exact shape and scope remains uncertain.
All questions will be answered in a matter of days, their management said in a press release.
“Following weeks of speculation, the Spice Girls are set to make an official announcement to the world regarding future plans on Thursday, June 28. Details regarding the announcement will be released in the coming days,” said the statement, released Friday.
----tama ba to???I AM SO GONNA WATCH THIS!!!I LOVED THE SPICE GIRLS!I STILL DO!!!
i was torn between choosing sporty spice (coz she was prettiest) or posh,because she was well,POSH.hahaha now i don't like her anymore.I HOPE THEY PLAY HERE IN THE PHILIPPINES!!!or even hongkong.ill go there to watch talaga!THIS WAS MY PRE PUBERTY listeninbg to music!!!
any lower than this i dont want anymore.
i dont think i got the gig i wanted coz its been two days since i sent them an email and they havent called me yet.so ig uess i have to say goodbye to that already.
those people HAVENT replied yet so im thinking of moving on to another company nalang.
WHY ISNT ANYTHING GOING MY WAY THIS WEEK???!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
stuck stuck stuck.
HEY GUYS check oit ystyle section today page K-3 :)
oooowwwoooowwww ive been so busy i havent been posting here.you guys are all guilty of the same thing too!hahahaha
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